All I want for Christmas...

Is the Sony 50mm f/1.4 lens. Pretty pretty PLEASE!? It is the perfect lens for the shots I like to take. So anyone who would like to get me anything for Christmas, just send cash :) Or if you just wanna buy me the lens, its Only $370 :)



xoxo
Jamie

What's your favourite?

Love love love this video... I dont even watch all the shows in it but whatever. its funny. I cant even listen to this song without thinking of this video anymore...

Exhaustion

Ah, I am absolutely exhausted. I have been on a super wacky sleep schedule, I am hoping I can force myself to stay up about another 5 hours and maybe, just maybe I can get back on a regular, or at least somewhat regular sleep schedule. SO. I needed something to do to preoccupy my time. Last night while I was blog hopping I spotted the neatest idea of keeping the photography business in order. I have tried out a couple different methods and have not been happy but this one I think I will really love. Seeeeee....


I am a super visual person, so I think having this staring me down every single day will help me keep track of just where I am with everyone's sessions. But anyway, I sat down on the floor with a permanent marker, the board and a big piece of cardboard and made my masterpiece! I dont think I did all that bad, my fingers are black from frantically wiping away permanent marker in a few places that I had messed up. But all in all. I LOVE it :)



And just for fun I thought I would share this of Kai.. this is from yesterday at my parents. I took my camera because I have been playing with some new settings.. well she found the binoculars, I think she thought they were pretty cool.


And yes, my mom does have binoculars. Because of her health she is pretty limited to what she can do, so she bought them so that she could watch the wildlife out the window... :)

xoxo
Jamie

Gosh.

I am definitely at a point in my life where everything just seems to be out of control. I normally handle chaotic situations very well, however, this is a different kind of chaos. The kind that just makes you want to give up, sit down and cry. I know that is not an option, and I am really trying. But. it is hard. and getting harder. I am not even sure what I have to look forward to anymore. The people I used to surround myself with for love and comfort have now become some of the people that are actually causing turmoil. I know that I can be very dramatic.. and I am sorry. But that is ME. that is who I am, that is who I have always been. I am better now at controlling my emotions than when I was younger. But that to is getting harder since I have no one whom I feel like I can TRULY confide in. That will just listen and not judge me for what I feel.

I really am praying that my dad gets this Colorado job. I know that there are quite a few people who will be very angry at me leaving. But at this point. I NEED to get away. I NEED the time to be away from the things I've gotten myself caught up in. I NEED the time to find myself and learn how to deal with issues like these. I got way ahead of myself, and trying to deal with the problems now is just breaking me down.

This picture I took at the aquarium of Kailynn makes me feel happy. What I would give to be a small child again... to see something that neat through the eyes of a child again. The wonder the magic, the excitement, the joy. Oh how I want those feelings again.

xoxo
Jamie

I heart faces..

My edit of this weeks fix-it-friday.
Before:

After:

And one I missed from awhile back... love the drastic before and after :)

After 1:
After 2:


xoxo

Jamie

AWE!

Went out with Becca and Kailynn to get some shots of Kailynn. We are in a mad rush to get a whole bunch of sessions done before I go to Colorado... except that isn't even for sure yet. Oh well.. It was a beautiful day and it wasn't ungodly hot. Here's a couple of what I got :)


Oh yeah, we got good genes in my family... and yes I know some of them came from her mama's side too...


xoxo

Jamie

Uhm Please?

Can someone do this to my hair pleeeeeeeease? I'm talking the color and the cut.. and well in my case I would need it drastically thinned out!xoxo

Jamie